I should have gotten a personal loan

Sometimes I wanted to pack my things and just suddenly fly to the Philippines. For more than three years now, I haven't seen my family since I left to come to the US. I miss them terribly. Last month, it was my oldest brother's wedding. Prior to that was my best friend's wedding. I saw the pictures that they sent me but it isn't definitely the same as being there. I really wanted to fly that time and be able to attend but unfortunately I couldn't afford it. Probably, if I applied for a Personal Loan or a Payday Loan, I would have been able to. Oh well, I should prepare next time and hopefully have the means to fly anytime. If not, I might resort to applying for personal loans.